Me + Propresenter = Tears

Why is it that I can produce a show smoothly but mess up 1000 times when running propresenter? I just fired myself. Yes, I’m a perfectionist. Mess up once? I can handle it. Mess up twice? Borderline okay. Mess up 3+? Tears. Why can I not give myself grace? At the end of the day people aren’t going to remember the slides out of order but to me the world is ending. I don’t wish the type A perfectionist personality on anybody.

Changes are ahead for Beyondtheedge

This blog has gone on a roller coaster. What started out as a platform to post my pictures formed into a place that carried the stories I was living out. The archives show the different styles of music I’ve fallen in and out of love with. The words speak of how God moved throughout the seasons. It’s been filled with hardships and praises. It’s been a rock in my desire to grow theologically and a platform to think out those ideas. It’s been my place to disappear from the real world and write out all of the thoughts consuming my mind.

With age comes growth, and the need for a real job. Being a media major requires me to have my act together on social media platforms. So, unfortunately, this blog is going to turn into more of a traditional style blog. Same girl, same music, same theology, same stories, better written. Will the posts get a little lengthy? Probably. Will the topics be as heavy? Maybe. Will it be worth your time to read? Absolutely.

{Paige Josie}

Closer - Steffany Frizzell

Pull me a little closer
Take me a little deeper
I want to know Your hear
I want to know Your hear
‘Cause Your love is so much sweeter
Than anything I’ve tasted
I want to know Your heart
I want to know Your heart

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In The Office- Day One

It might be too early to put this on record but I absolutely love my internship. This church is such an amazing community of people. They are fun and full of life and down to earth, and genuine. This summer is going to be splendid.

Mental Illness and Jesus

I absolutely positively love Jesus with all my heart mind and soul but loving Jesus is not a dichotomy to mental illnesses. Praying for days upon days doesn’t always take away someone’s anxiety or depression. When someone actually gathers up enough courage to speak out in a church they are often looked down upon and it breaks my heart. When someone’s arm breaks they get flowers, when someone’s mind needs healing they get shunned. I look forward to the day when I see Jesus and never have to deal with all the crap in my life. Until then I work hard towards staying healthy, I pray diligently for God’s joy, healing, and strength, and I hope for a church body where we surround those who are struggling instead of avoiding them.

Demi Lovato - Warrior

Very few songs make me cry.

Very few songs have ever hit home as much as this one. Oh Demi, your poetic lyrics are perfect.

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